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We Can Make it Through [Aug. 13th, 2009|11:08 pm]
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[music |The Coffinshakers- Pale man in black]

<lj-cut text="Humor is reason gone mad> Please link to 2 other applications you have voted for: <b>http://community.livejournal.com/arashi_ratings/52998.html?view=460806#t460806:</b> and <b>http://community.livejournal.com/arashi_ratings/52742.html?view=461062#t461062:</b> Name: Emelie Age: 22 Country: Sweden Tell us about yourself... Strong Points: Proud , lojal to friends, good sense of humour Weak Points: Scatterbrained, may seem coldhearted and distant sometimes Good Habits: Im very loyal to friends and lovers and it takes a whole lot before I give up on them (which can turn into a bad habit sometimes). I get along with most people when I actually sacrifice time enough to get to know them. Bad Habits: I come across Icy and cold to strangers often since im not really aware of the aurua/energy I tend to send out, and people often mistake my shyness for..coldheartedness lol Hobbies: Photography, professional make-up , design , reading, music and dance What do you think is the best quality about yourself? Why?: I have a broad range of interest so I can interact with many different people (rarley do though XP) aand I go from very active and outgoing to lazy in a heartbeat! (yes its a good thing XD ) What do you think is the worst quality about yourself? Why?: Scatterbrained! So I have problems with focusing on things for a longer time. And I tend to think a bit too pessimistic about my own abilities and too optimistic about everyone elses. Describe yourself in 3 words: Scatterbrained, passionate, loyal This or That... High, medium, or low energy?: Medium mostly Impulsive or Cautious: Depends on the situation in question Leader or Follower: I prefer being the leader Optimistic or Pessimistic: Trying hard to stay optimistic XD Calm or Hyper: a bit of both Sing or Dance: both, why choose between cake and cake? Good Temper or Bad Temper: Good Temper mostly.. Randomness... It's Saturday night. You have no obligations, a pocket full of cash, and time to kill, what do you do: Oh I cant choose! Id probably end up home with a newly bought book and loads of tea or in a relaxed bar with a few close friends. Or just hit a random concert or club with one or two friends! You're stranded on a deserted island, what 3 items would you bring: Matches, knife and something warm to wear. You're house suddenly catches on fire in the middle of the night, what will you do: Wake everyone! then see if I can kill it, if I cant then ill drag everyone out and we will watch the house burn. If you were a girl/boy for a day what would you do: the usual... A stranger hugs you from behind, what do you do: freeze and get veheheeryy freaked out Favorites... Favorite Arashi Member? Why? (go all crazy fangirl with this one if you like :D) Ohno! I dont know yo , but the man just cracks me up and his pwnage is out of this world!! Though I ADORE Nino and his nerdiness and Sho and his pwning failure as well! Song: We can make it or Rain Album: One or Arashic PV: Happiness Food/Beverage: Strawberries, chocolate,pineapple,garlic, tea , bread, apples, salty crackers. Color: black,green and golden colours Animal: Pandas and sloths! Movie: ugh now this would take a while! but anything but romantic comedies! Music: Rock,grunge,metal,opera,classic, post-punk ,rockabilly, new-wave, progg etc Dislikes... Least favorite Arashi member? Why? None really. they all have their strong and weak points. Song: dunno, I only listen to the good ones Album: :=: PV: :=: Food/Beverage: ugh avokado and mayonnaise!! Color: I love every colours, but if rainbow was a colour then I wouldnt like it egh Animal: Snakes, pretty but they make me nervous. I mean they are everywhere! they jump,they bite, they "hug", they spit, they swim, they climb. Nowhere to be safe! Movie: the klishé romantic high school dramas Music: none, there are good s*it in every category Misc... Pictures of yourself, please: O_o (YES its a picture D: D: ) How did you find your way here: Dear Li-chan told me about this place! Who do you think you are most like and why: Hm I have NO idea! Anything else: May the force be with you *splitting fingers*
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Summer TAIM! [Jun. 7th, 2009|09:10 pm]
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[mood |busy]

Whaaa its Summer! and man does the time fly or what? only three weeks left in school!
That means, only three weeks left until METALTOWN!!! aaaaah *dies* meaning only three weeks left to actually start trying to lose weight (yes ive been too lazy to stop eating chocolate)
Im gonna seee Dir en grey, Girugamesh, MUCC, Manson, Disturbed,The Haunted, Meshuggah , Opeth and Mustach at Metaltown!!
AAAH and then Wacken motehrfuckers!! ANTHRAX ANTHRAX!!! *__*
And Dir en grey (yay I converted Karin XDD) and Girugamesh (who are , if I dare say, looking better and better for each passing day!)

Now im starting to get nervous! with school and tests and then..out and work?? I have NO IDEA how to get work in that field, whaaa Ill kill someone if I have to spend another year at BK here.

Back to school talk, ah we have a test in fantasy on thursday! and I have so many ideas that I cant choose XDDD But Ill put a rubber black band over the modells eyes and then pain upper halft white and the bottom half black with white lips! and do a vertical black line that fades into white. And put black almost like small branches on the eyebrows and then a BIG hair to that! totally weird but it so could work!!


Ah im at my mothers place like three times a week now to use internet! XD I feel so lost withouth it! and so unsocial too! I have no clue what people are up to! call me ._.
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Fun stuff!! [Apr. 15th, 2009|02:31 pm]
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[Current Location |At home]
[music |V6 - Darling]

YAY education!!
Ive learned so much in just two days!
God its a lot to take in XD Today we had our first practical lesson! it was really hard but I learned so much! Many in our group are already 27,married with children and stuff I jsut went all O__O XDD then I come with my "Im Emelie and im...21...heh".

I wish I had the will and energy to write it down how everything is. But I have looads to do!
Homepage, domain name, starting to find photgraphers and such that want to work with me. And I need to plan five movie characters and their makeup and persona etc

Much of this wont be until later but Im aiming for top graders (we get graded in seven subjects I think and two of them you cant change after...kei Im starting over)


You can get two different diplomas. Either the regular just diploma for a regular makeup artist or one for a Professional Makeup artist. For the regular one its enough to pass all subjects and at the most 12 % absence. But for the other one (the one Im aiming at of course) you need to get Top grades in Workethichs (how you behave and how you treat your models etc), Beauty techincs (how you apply it all, evenly and smooth etc) and Hygien (you should always look and smell good and your tools must always be superclean, no messy colours etc). When the education ends, you have six months to get your grade up if you want to. Except with Hygiene and Workethics , those graders can never change.

Sooo I need to be superclean XDD and really nice ( Now im glad I worked at Bk, Ive learned to keep it clean and nice while working so thats good)


And with the proffesional diploma, you have twice the amount of homework and stuff to do!
Sooo right now Im planning way ahead and do as much as I can so I dont get panicked by the end of the course.



AH this feels good ne? Im way more confident now that I actually got to try it.
And I like their way of giving critiques! (ah misspelling here I come)
Now I need to find models for everyday of the entire course XDDD
They told us to go out and grab people. Huhuhu nice pick up line XP


And this weekend Im going out and Åsa promised me I culd practice on her! Yaay!

AND the makeup we got!! HOMG TWO BIG BAGS XDDD I was in heaven, we all were!! XDD
And eyelashes and and everything. And their stuff are so good too! their pouder and stuff are really really covering and good! and Today Ive learned how to mix so you get excactly (well not excactly now in the beginning but close enough) your skin colour!
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Meaningless Moaning [Mar. 28th, 2009|12:21 am]
[music |Om Shanti Om - Main Agar Kahoon]

Yeah I just have to moan somewhere, to write it down so I can get it in perspective and move forward.
This day is just intense. Have to pay back on taxes, which would have been fine if it werent for the fact that im in a tight spot with money (arent we all really?). So five thousand is quite a bit. Then I wont be able to stay as Ive hoped at my current job while studying. I have to go down to work extra, and I need to pay the rent and pay back my debts. But ill make it go round somehow.
Then the migraine is going from normal headaches to serious buisness in a few moments, and Ive never had this kind of migraine before. Not the one that makes every light and sound hurt.
I suppose its just stress though, but not being able to work properly , knowing that I have to, just makes it worse.

Ah but the thing that hurts, like emtionally hurts, is the effin crush. I just want to shake him and tell him "look at me!, Love ME!" . Not that it would work but you know. Fun fact that he is already taken and living with her, and they seem quite happy. And since I do actually really care for him, shouldnt I then let him be happy with her , like he have been the past four years or something. Or is that just bullshit because Im afraid that he doesnt feel thesame? Both I suppose. Its just that Im not ready to let him go. It took me three years after my last relashionship to actually feel this way , to be able to. And I dont believe in only coincidenses. Am I imagining the chemistry between us? sure att work there arent that many moments you can connect, but those who are, we do connect. And outside, we do. Or is he this way with everyone?

Those are the questions and thoughts that endlessly swirles around in my head. Without purpose.
Yeah and ofcourse the regular problems, blaha money, blaha dad, blaha family , friends etc!


But again, I live only once as this person. And this person likes him, so why shouldnt I do something about it?
Im confused and scared.
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The Smex List [Jan. 16th, 2009|09:52 pm]
[music |Robyn - Handle me]

( First place...dundun DUN. )
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picture of Hid [Jan. 13th, 2009|04:07 pm]



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Stop the world [Jan. 11th, 2009|01:10 am]
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You need someone to hold you
You need somethin' that you ain't been getting
Yeah, I could be the one
To tell you what to do, but it don't mean nothing
And you're holding on forever
But that something just ain't true
I'm just like you
And I know
It's what I'd do
Here I go

Cuz I couldn't stop the world, cuz I loved you
I couldn't stop the world, and I don't want to
I couldn't stop the world, and I won't
Cuz it ain't enough

You had another bad day
You let me know that you just can't take it
I've given up on you
You live in truth and I know I can't fake it

Cuz the stars you see on dirty sidewalks
And they ain't for wishin', ooh
They don't come true
And I know, it's what I'd do
Here I go

Cuz I couldn't stop the world, cuz I loved you
I couldn't stop the world, and I don't want to
I couldn't stop the world, and I won't
Cuz it ain't enough

Am I too young for the world?
I'm not too young for the world
And I can't change for the world
(I don't need to stop the world)
'Cause I don't care for the world
(I'm too young, I'm too young)
I don't make sense to the world
(I don't need to stop the world)
(I'm too young, I'm too young)


// The Goo Goo Dolls
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Applying [Sep. 1st, 2008|03:15 pm]
I did iit homg. I actually took a step in a direction I wanna go in life. It seems trivial but for me and my lazy ass its a huge HUGE improvement. Dayamn I mean Dayamn.
Okei..43 000 SEK for eleven weeks...its alot. But everyone that went there got a job through that school. And we learn everything, I mean everything from weddingmakeup to haute couture and fantasy styled makeup (zombies anyone? XD)

The 17th of september at 14:15. I WILL EFFIN GET THE SPOT!! They had ONE time for interview left.. ONE. That means many people are applying.


Lets work it out babeh!


sidenote; I wonder why Nadja wont even bother to keep in touch or ask if I want help when she knows im moving? I did help her a whole lot and I just figured that she would be willing to do desame. ( or at least call since she calls for free )I guess not, to busy being depressed perhaps.Well sucks to be her, Ill continue on with my dreams and goals and if she doesnt want to keep being friends, fine.
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Moving Day [Sep. 1st, 2008|12:24 am]
Yes its only a matter of hours left before I move. It feels a bit scary actually XD mainly because I wont have internet (aka no contact with the world) for a week or so. Oh lord waht about my addiction? XP

Anyway we actually finished painting the big room and it looks pretty neat, well with my mums help cause I freaked out since the roller thingys didnt work so she hepled me out with the last hour of painting (thank god, my arms were DEAD I tell ya XD).

I soooo look forward to this!! ohman but scary, I mean this is the first big step in the process of avtually entering society and the more "adult" world which I , of course, have feared for ..quite some time. But it happens to everyone and if they can take it so damn I can take it :D besides Ill have the most precious person in the world next to me <3


And our neighbour lent us his sissor today XD awesome guy! and the one living above us have the cutest cat <3


If you want me, just gimme a call.
Over and out
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“Why didn’t the skeleton cross the road? Because he didn’t have the guts.” [Jul. 26th, 2008|09:39 pm]
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[music |live music from the other side of the yard.]

http://www.bizarremag.com/u/r1cf6a46715aaef1dt/weird_world/body_world/7173/zombie-boy.html

I want be be tattooed like that!!!
zombie boy montreal
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Ooomgs [Jul. 24th, 2008|09:26 pm]
[music |Abba - Dancing Queen]

LM.C is coming to Sweden!! arrrrr *_____* the 7th of February! Such good news. Now I can go to bed with a big goofy grin on my face XD
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Whine Warning [Jul. 9th, 2008|03:18 pm]
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[Current Location |In the sofa]
[mood | sick]
[music |Johnny cash - ring of fire]

Meeh Im so effin sick right now, yesterday it was a bit funny since I sneezed...too many times (to say it lightly) but I think I sneezed myself into headache and gooeysnotmonsters. Seriosly this is the first time in a year that Ive been this sick. Im mostly guessing where the keys are at the laptop so ill be able to whine. Hah Whatmore? yes they are STILL not ready with the rebuilding of the apartments outside thingy. Yes they are banging like hell! This morning I heard a BAMCRACK noise and it appeared to be the pots in the kitchen. They banged so much that the pots fell down from the table and broke D: Its been a month now almost and Im getting A BIT tired of this >_< god. //end whining


Yesterday I went to choose colours for the apartment but they didnt have any good so I asked him if we could buy and paint ourselves and the old dude said its was fine. So now we get to completley choose colours. Though I choosed a white one for teh livingroom so itll be easier to paint over it (instead of that darkgreen with fat stains on them).
I was thinking that we could paint it that weekend before sunday when we move in. So itll be ready in time.

Yesterdaay I got my cds from cdjapan!! homg two existtrace cds and HPPs new one! totally awesome. And inside the existtrace one was a card with a code on. Im guessing its something you need to order from their homepage or like a password for entering their fanclub perhaps?
And I bought the FUll Metal Alchemist Art book and Sandman nr 4 yesterday too. So at least I have stuff to do while Im sick (even if I can hardly see straight).



And I need to check the tourdates of HPP,Emilie Autumn and Existtrace too. This year will effin pwn!!
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Apartment Step 1. Nervousness [Jun. 11th, 2008|11:50 am]
Good Lord what a stressful nights dream. I was in a cellar with loads of doors and tried to lock them behind me but still find a way out before the zombies got to me but it didnt work and I ran around lokcing and unlocking, planning and trying to avoid them. Before that I was at my work but something had happened to all my work friends, it was just me and another girl who noticed. The others just stood (almost like the Invasion movie) so close that we couldnt talk and they just..were really scary and numb. So I ran and then they became vampires and then came the thing with the doors. Later on I was alone in my apartment trying to close all the windows and collecting my Zombie books so I would know what to do when they came for me. Paranoid much huh?

It involved a amusment park at some point, with effin high nad fast rollercoasters, cant remember much of that though.



Anyway Im leaving soon to look at the apartment. I hope I really really hope we will get it!! I tried to call the owner today to introduce me before we meet but she wasnt there. What to wear? how to look? how to act? mahnnn ..
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Effin emoeing [May. 31st, 2008|12:50 am]
And it hits me. Bang. Right in the chest. I feel like something is twisting my heart and it hurts so bad. I miss her and I want to act like a child; to scream that its unfair, that I want her back that she should be here and laughing like she used to. Its soon one year ago but the funeral still feels so unreal. Not even when we visited her grave did it feel real. It still hurts desame, I still cant hear certain songs, I still cant think of her withouth it hurting. But at least, at least when I think of her, before the pain hits Im filled with warmth. And even though she died young, At least she got to live.
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(no subject) [May. 29th, 2008|02:38 pm]
Wow Im pretty active here nowadays XD

My tattoo is healing well, no blood poisoning or anything , just a bit funny looking due to the swollen skin XDD. I will book my next appointment next week so the beginning of my big dragon will be done in Octobre if Im lucky :D Though I doubt Ill be able to take more than four hours at time. I mean I can handle pain but constant irritating pain for four hours..I think thats enough for one day. Awesome Im so addicted now, Im even thinking about adding so Ill have a full sleeve too (as mentioned before?) that shows my love for Zombies and skeletons and other "scary" things. But we will see, Ill try not to end up with a full japaneese body suit but I cant promise anything.



Ive been applying for at least like 50 apartments a day now. Something should effin turn up soon dammit!!
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Tattoo day [May. 28th, 2008|10:59 pm]
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[Current Location |At my bed]
[music |HPP - Crap Head]

Today I finally got my first tattoo done! it was effin awesome dude, and immdiatley afterwards I wanted to do my other planned ones. And of course (you know me) I got tons of more ideas that I want. It will end up with me having two full sleeves and my entire back covered I just know it. Hah and now my brother wants one too (to mums great unhappiness).

Ah my arm smells like blood and ink ^^. The dude who did our tattoos was a really awesome guy, we got along all three and talked pretty much all the time, he even gave us a discount (maybe its because he lives almost right next to me? XD). And my dragonfriend "My little pony" with wings almost got fully done. Its just the colouring left and since its bsicly black but with purple and blue highlights its only like an hour left.

So a very awesome day, just a bit sore on the arm.

And the pain? not much to talk about really. The outlines did hurt a bit since he used the thinnest needle and the tattoo itself is placed on my wrist pretty much.
Imagine to get a shot, that needle piercing skin sticky feeling? it felt like that almost, but it burned more and you really felt when he dragged it across the skin. So its not that much to talk about. I mean geez, it hurts more to play paintball.

Over and Out.
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Life Update [May. 26th, 2008|02:41 pm]
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[music |Savage Garden - Crash and Burn]

Its a really good weekend, Im off work and I just got money (more money than I excpected so now I can save at least 8000 SEK for concerts!!) and Im getting tattooed on Tuesday. Furthermore I get to buy my brothers laptop since my computer isnt working, so now ill be able to..actually play games and stuff XDD and Im seraching apartments (I did advertise for a apartment on a site and Im still applying for apartments, Since I dunno if dragonfriend wants both me and Li-chan in her apartment..*trying to resist cursing*) .
Those were the materialistic news.

In spirit and character Im feeling a change, for the better I think, its sunny and even though I work much I feel like Im progressing. I got two new good friends which always is nice! And I dunno, I just feel like we will be able to do it. Really reach our goals (I dont wanna use the words dreams,since that words make me feel that they really are just that - dreams).So Im trying to surround myself with positive people and energy to keep my spirit up (though I miss the spirit that makes me feel at my best. My Li-chan.).
Im looking forward to summer and especially august with Giru and all.
And Ive decided to start my photography work again .(being infront of the camera made me miss being the one who actually takes the pictures XDD)

Workwise; Ill quit the post this week and then talk to my bk boss about a longer but unpaid vacation. So it will work out. And me and four more at bk will apply for jobs at Mediamarkt (me in the videogames section XDD).


Presentwise;ill buy my mum Red Hot Chilli Peppers Stadium Arcadium (its the only present she wants) and then give my brother money (yeah..thats the only thing he wants).
After that I "only" have four more people to buy presents to hah XD

Music; Ive been feeling nostalgic these past days and been constantly listening to Savage Garden and such. Then I got a flip and got addicted to Johnny Cash and Elvis and now Im listening to Duffys misery a whole lot (gotta love that voice). And the band that made a comeback this week was Dead Can Dance (GREAT bellydancing/oriental/goth/weird ass music).


Over and out



(And Li-chan, stay healthy and positive ne!! its soon summer and time for times on the road, living and breathing music and poetry)
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Pwnage Year of Pig 2008 [May. 19th, 2008|10:42 pm]
Okei, reasons why this year PWNS!

- HPP to Europe again.
- Exist Trace to Europe (!!)
- New Dir en grey album and tour (finally some more upfront Kyo smeex-err emotions)
- I got joooobs = money = I can do all the things that make this year pwn.
- Maybe apartment soo me and li-chan on new adventures.
- Killer Klowns project juuust got started.
- Noone have died yet (knock on wood?)
- We saw Girugamesh liiive hehehe.
- We are going to se Girugamesh live again.


And so on XDDDDD
Pwnage, true pwnage.






And the fact that it pwns so much makes me a tiny bit sad.
I mean what have I acomplished ? nothing yet, which means.. I am nothing.
And thats one of my biggest fears.
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First mosquito bite of the season [May. 13th, 2008|01:29 pm]
Wow, what a boring weekend. I had tons of plans but they all failed. Mainly because the people I was supposed to spend time with either didnt call me back or just wanted to be alone.
Then I realised that Nadja still ahdnt invited me to her b-day, well I didnt even know if she would have a party or anything so I contacted her. Apparently she is. Its just that she "forgot" to tell me. She did call everyone else,except me. I dont feel very tempted to go at all now.

Its almost like im looking forward to work today (awful thought really o.O). So I can earn some money.

And I finally called the other BK place and Im going to testwork tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. Which suits me well since those two days I actually have off from the other bk (wooow I know).



So to sum it up; this weekend I rewatched soo many movies and even got the time to read a bit. I watched the Last of the Mohikans again. God I adore that movie, such a gorgeus gorgeus movie. Its in the same class as the house of flying daggers. Well not colourwise or eventwise but..the main characters love remind me of eachother.
Tragic (NOT sappy though) lovestories are my guilty pleasure.



So my next day off is Saturday, not this Saturday but the next one. Im beginning to think that two (or maybe soon three) jobs are a tad too much.
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(no subject) [May. 7th, 2008|11:24 pm]
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[music |Chicago - Cell block tango]

I feel really confused and..(angry?) right now. Just out of the blue, just like that my so called dad text messaged me. That he would talk to his friend about getting me a apartment. And then he wanted to do something someday. Just as vague as usual. The last time I heard from him was...maybe two months ago? where I gave him a chance to well at least try to be in the same room as me, literary speaking. And he never called back or anything. Until now.
Like..what am I to him really?
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